Schattig, düster, The Ghost

Here and there. Hiding in the shadows. I am everywhere but nowhere. No one anymore. Am I alive or dead? Just a Ghost camouflaged by the night. No one will ever see me ever again. For them, I am just a Ghost in their nightmares. Embedded in a hollow body; all of my mind scattered and calling forth an illusion hiding me behind reflection.

Sometimes it's strange, and it feels painfully bored and alone.
Sometimes you can feel that someone's wrapping you with ropes but it's then dark, can't see anything just the dark enclosing you.
You don't want to be drowned, you don't want to give up without a struggle and let loose all the power within.
The sun's shining and the clouds are clearing away. You woke up from the nightmare of being lonely and abandoned.
It was just a bad dream, an insignificant happening.